My Recovery Rock Bottom – Part 3

“You wouldn’t know, you’re not a mother.” My friend was right.  She was a mom in the depths of toddler hell and I was childless. What you don’t know is, I had suffered a miscarriage less than 6 months prior and was actively trying to get pregnant again – I wanted to be a motherContinue reading “My Recovery Rock Bottom – Part 3”

My Recovery Rock Bottom -Part 2

This is 1 of a 5 part series. Some have been password protected. I was moving up the ranks in my drinking career when my besties started having babies.  While they navigated through raising little humans, I was raising hell on my path of self-destruction.  When they complained about the woes of motherhood and nursingContinue reading “My Recovery Rock Bottom -Part 2”

Skeletons 3.8: My Reactiveness – Part 3

When I had to quit drinking, I said “fine, but you aren’t gonna take the cigs away, it’s all I have now.” So, I’ve been a closet smoker, off and on (but mostly on) for the past 8+ years.  After each pregnancy, I swore I wouldn’t go back but of course, all it took wasContinue reading “Skeletons 3.8: My Reactiveness – Part 3”

Skeletons 3.7: My Reactiveness – Part 2

Something had to change. At this point, I knew that my girls were not returning back to school any time soon and my new facial business that I had JUST opened in January was going to remain closed for an undetermined amount of time. Once again, I felt lost and defeated.